Day 6-Every time I get angry..

Every time I get angry I really want to yell..
Every time I get angry I really want to break things..
Every time I get angry I want to vent out to someone..
Every time I get angry I atleast want to be able to talk..
Every time I get angry I want to be able to tell I am angry..

But all I do is cry.. big fat ugly tears drop without my permission
I feel stupid to cry each time and every time..
Ugh! Then I get angry on myself and go off sulking into a corner.

I love watching people having an outburst or yelling when they get angry.
Its an art you see, not everyone can do it. I try to learn and take tips.
But its an in-built talent it seems.

So every time I get angry , I cry and cry some more.
Maybe next time I get angry, I will change and yell for change.